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Name: matt
Country: Italy
State: waldo
Birthday: 9/29/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: drums, soccer, music, poker, you know how it is
Expertise: eh..
Occupation: Student


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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

you let me die

despite the fact that i loved you
and that you made it all go away
i failed to convince you of my love
i just couldn't make you stay
you brought light into my life
yet all i caused for you was strife
i didn't know how to thank you
you saw how low i'd sank to

and once i was 'better'
you wrote me a letter
we were done
we'd had our fun
time was up
we'd found the bottom of our cup
so i was left to fend for my own
now look at how i've grown

i've become a joke
just a broken spoke
so here's your thank you
for bringing me out of my zoo
then you brought me to the edge
and when i teetered on the ledge
you covered me with guilt
for making it difficult
i didn't do enough for you
in your heart my love was not imbued

you helped my life so much
but i was never able to touch
your heart like you touched mine
so then came the time
for you to have your shine
only it was at my expense
you built this magic fence
to separate you and i
into just a you
and just an i

you had my heart
and as i let out a cry
you tore me apart
and left me here to die

-giardina


Wednesday, February 15, 2006

an announcement

i, mattew laird giardina, have many problems that need fixing.  if i don't talk to you for a while, don't take it personally, i'm just trying to find myself and what's best for me.  i apologize now for before and later.


Tuesday, January 31, 2006

man.. what a freakin joke.
Currently Listening
The Autumn Effect
By 10 Years
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Saturday, January 14, 2006


LAST PERSON WHO
x. You went to the movies with: as aadi said, "a few of my brownies"
x. You went to the mall with: your mother

x. Yelled at you: i haven't been yelled at in quite some time
x. Sent you an email: myspace


HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yeah man he tried to eat me

x. Been to California: no

x. Been to Hawaii: no
x. Been to Mexico: no
x. Been to China: no
x. Been to Canada: about 100 feet away from it
x. Danced naked: care to join me?
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: yeah

x. Wish you were the opposite sex: hell no id hate being a girl

x. Had an imaginary friend: nope, isn't that right, Billy?
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes indeed i do
x. What book are you reading now:  i don't read

x. Worst feeling in the world: almost being dead

x. Future son's name: Badass.

x. Future daughter's name: Ima
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no i prefer blow-up dolls
x. What's under your bed:  the carcass of the monster who used to live there
x. Favorite sport to watch: soccer

x. Siblings: kristin, laurie, mark

x. Location: it's goin down in P-town
x. College plans: who knows
x. Piercings/tattoos: ears, tattoo on the way
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: not currently

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: do you?
x. Do you drink: samuel jackson, it'll getcha drunk!
x. Who is your best friend: i've come to question that myself..
x. What are you most scared of: nothing
x. Pet Peeves: dry hands, people chewing with their mouths open
x. What do you sleep in: ah sleep in mah white tee
x. Where do you want to get married: anywhere.
x. Who do you really hate: is it really justified to hate someone?
x. Do you drive: yes
x. Do you have a job: repursentin staples niggas
x. Do you like being around people: not too many at once

x. Are you for world peace: i keep my piece in peace

STUFF
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: sigh, yes

x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: when i was like 10
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: usually short brunettes, but there are a few exceptions
x. Want someone you don't have right now: yes

x. Are you lonely right now: it's 8:37 saturday night, and im at home.  you tell me.
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: grillz nigga
x. Do you want to get married: maybe

x. Do you want kids: maybe

FAVORITE
x. Room in house: the one with the bed
x. Type(s) of music: rock, but i listen to rap often.
x. Band(s): system of a down, disturbed, chevelle, godsmack.
x. Colors: dark gray
x. Perfume or cologne?: i like polo.
x. Month: in the winter, december.  in summer, may
x. Stone:d

IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: nah.
x. Bought something: i've bought a lot of somethings

x. Gotten sick: nah

x. Sang: hail yeeyuh
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: no, not quite.
x. Met someone new: yes
x. Missed someone: yes
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: no

I N F O R M A T I O N
Name: matt a.k.a. the infamous matty-g
Single or taken: single
Sex: male
Birthday: 9/29/87
Sign: libra
Hair color: blonde
Eye color: blueish gray
Height: somewhere around  5'11
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight

F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: i don't shop much

Favorite designer?: the chinese guy who made my shirt

What is your sexiest outfit?: my birthday suit
What is your most comfortable outfit?: hoodie n jeans
What do you usually wear?: jeans shirt and a jacket


S P E C I F I C S
What kind of shampoo do you use?: oh god yes herbal essences

What are you listening to right now: blue monday by orgy
Who is the last person that called you?: eric

How many buddies are online right now?: 44

What would you change about yourself?: not a thing

F A V O R I T E S
Foods: pasta

Girls names: i dunno
Boys names: i don't normally think about these things..

Subjects in school: ap euro nigga
Animals: penguins

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: gotta love that peri care
Smoked?: indeed i have.
Bungee jumped?: no

Rock climbed?: yes

White-water kayaking?: no
Made yourself throw up?: i am not bulemic.
Skinny dipped?: in the bathtub
Ever been in love?: it's not a nice place, i tell you.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no, actually contrary to popular beliefs i do not have a vagina

Cried when someone died?: not many people have died that i know
Lied: i can't say i don't know anyone who hasn't
Fallen for your best friend?: yes, it was a girl fyi.
Rejected someone?: yeah man
Used someone?: haha it's a mutual using.
Done something you regret?: i must quote aadi on this one, "I regret that which I didn't do."

C U R R E N T
Clothes: jeans, shirt, jacket
Music: blue monday by orgy, i swear i answered that once already
Annoyance: legalize it, time to recognize it

Smell: polo
Desktop picture: it's actually just blue
CD in player: webbie fo sho
DVD in player: chapelle's show gimme some of dat grape drank nigga

L A S T | P E R S O N
Hugged: i dunno tari i think
You IMed:  aesha

You yelled at: it takes a lot to make me yell
You talked to: my mom

A R E | Y O U
Understanding: very much so
Open-minded: to the open mind, life's an adventure

Arrogant: i once again agree with aadi, i prefer confident

Insecure: about some minor things
Random: quite
Smart: in my own way
Moody: i have recently been having trouble experiencing any mood other than happiness, meds will do that to you

Hard working: that, my friend, was a good one.

Organized: chaos is my organization
Healthy: not at all.
Shy: naturally, yes, but i know how to break out of my shell
Difficult: depends on what you're talking about
Bored easily: indeed
Obsessed: with life, perhaps
Angry: look 8 questions up
Sad: look 9 questions up

Happy: look 10 questions up

Hyper: always, meds do that as well
Trusting: it really depends on the person i believe


W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A
Kill?: a lot of people
Slap?: a lot of people
Get really wasted with?: whoever
Get high with: my partner in crime, blair, and dave chapelle
Talk to offline: several people
Talk to online: i don't really get online much
Sex it up with: don't make me list them..

R A N D O M
In the morning I: will kill you if you ask me questions.
All you need is: haha, i like the color green
Love is: the most vulgar of all 4-letter words.
I dream about: things i've already done or things that happen later.


W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi brand products
Flowers or candy: neither.
Tall or short: tall.

W H O
Makes you laugh the most: stewie griffin
Makes you smile: haha im thinking back to last night
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: oh, you know.

D O | Y O U | E V E R
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?  no, i actually have a life believe it or not.

Wish you were younger: not at all.
Cried because someone said something to you?: not really


word nigga.

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Monday, January 02, 2006

thinking is dangerous as a pastime.



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